Some thoughts are like the phone when a friend calls you and
forgets to cut the line when she’s done. You can try as much as you want, but
you just can’t cut the call. Can’t sever the connection, can’t get rid of it.
I still haven’t managed to write down, or quite compose my
views on God, but I think I’m an agnost. Not an atheist, not a believer; an
agnost. Why? Because I apparently revel in indecision, that’s why. It’s like,
my natural state of existence: Undecided.
You know what else is my natural state of existence? Guilty.
If Barney has an extra awesome gland instead of tear glands, I have guilt
glands instead of…every gland.
Talk while the sweet new teacher is teaching? Guilt.
Be a bitch about a bitch? Guilt.
Be generally PMS-y and bitchy? (Albeit belated) Guilt.
Forget to thank Random Guy who gave me directions? Hang up too quick on my mum? Instant guilt.
Skive off on a job? Get yelled at? Let loose the guilt gates.
Talk while the sweet new teacher is teaching? Guilt.
Be a bitch about a bitch? Guilt.
Be generally PMS-y and bitchy? (Albeit belated) Guilt.
Forget to thank Random Guy who gave me directions? Hang up too quick on my mum? Instant guilt.
Skive off on a job? Get yelled at? Let loose the guilt gates.
Yeah, you get the point.
~Sam
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