Oblivious to Reality

My greatest fear, is that one day I may realize that I was never as good, or smart, or attractive, or fun, or nice, or kind as I thought I was. Even if all of those measures were only a little; I was never any of them. I may wake up one morning, to what might be the actual reality, that I'm not even the slightest of those things, and that I've been living a lie. All that I've been looking forward to, would never happen because, I was too oblivious to see the truth.

-Malko